ENTER…mY wOrLD–> CliCk!!

13.49 Wednesday

Masih di kantor , di depan monitor bermerek "GIC", dengan sebuah webcame diatasnya, memungkinkan kapanpun gw yang rada2 banci potho klak..klik kameranya….ok boys…pose…!!   

Suasana agak panas… hari ini ruangan gw masih direhab, karena seluruh lantainya harus diganti dengan yang lebih bagus. "Tok…tok…tak…gubrakk" …Haiyaah… sakiit kuping gw, bikin pusing juga kalo kerja dengan selingan bunyi2an tersebut.

Ini sudah beberapa hari gw puasa…..alhamdulillah masih blom bolong..

Setelah tak perhatiin…. di bulan puasa tuh banyak banget godaan2 untuk memancing emosi orang2 sekitar gw, termasuk gw sendiri. sesuatu yang sangat tipis di bln ini untuk dirasakan bahwa itu harus ditahan.,…Astaghfirulah… gak gampang.

Godaan untuk males taraweh …mulai…hihihi, padahal baru mulai puasa  . Tapi taraweh di t4 gw cuma 8 rekaat, makasih ya Allah, bukannya mengabaikan Mu, tapi hal itu meringankan… Allah memang hebat selalu saja memberikan keringanan2 pada umatnya.

Ramadhan……membawa kedekatanku dengan -nya………

Alhamdulillah

        I feared being alone
                    until I learned to like
                     myself.

I feared failure
until I realized that I only
fail when I don’t try.

I feared success
until I realized
that I had to try
in order to be happy
with myself.

I feared people’s opinions 

until I learned that
people would have opinions
about me anyway.

I feared rejection
until I learned to
have faith in myself.

I feared pain
until I learned that
it’s necessary
for growth.

I feared the truth
until I saw the
ugliness in lies.

I feared life
until I experienced
its beauty.

I feared death
until I realized that it’s
not an end, but a beginning.

I feared my destiny,
until I realized that
I had the power to change my life.

I feared hate
until I saw that it
was nothing more than
ignorance.

I feared love
until it touched my heart,
making the darkness fade
into endless sunny days.

I feared ridicule
until I learned how
to laugh at myself.

I feared growing old
until I realized that
I gained wisdom every day.

I feared the future
until I realized that
life just kept getting
better.

I feared the past
until I realized that
it could no longer hurt me.

I feared the dark
until I saw the beauty
of the starlight.

I feared the light
until I learned that the
truth would give me
strength.

I feared change,
until I saw that
even the most beautiful butterfly
had to undergo a metamorphosis
before it could fly.

Wednesday………

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Tuesday……………

1,2,3,4,5,6…….     i count  day by day….each time….